Sorry to bother you regarding my declined application. I am fully aware that I have done things in the past which no server owner would approve, so I completely understand if I am to be declined again. However, years have gone by and I have changed a lot as a person. I have not caused any problems for the past 3 years. In fact, it is my core value to cause as little sadness to others as possible, which is partially why I do not often interact with people. I don't know how much weight do these words hold to you, but I wish my application can be reviewed, and I am willing to provide as much detail as needed about my issues in the past.
Thank you for your attention.