Found: On a public server list.
I've played on a couple servers for a while before they were shut down, or something else happened. But after taking a break for a couple years i'm ready to get back into modded minecraft.
I've been looking for a stable mature server and hopefully this is it.
Hello, and thank you for your interest in our server.
Unfortunately, based on your short application, we don't feel you would be a good fit here.
I hope that you understand, and I wish you the best of luck in finding a server that is suitable for you.